This kid has talent!

Things are going well. We are in the middle of preparing our Adoption Homestudy.
It's very time consuming and very involved! We are on schedule to be in the books by January which feels like a million years from now!

Nina continues to do well in nursery school. She is making friends and loves her teacher. She is going to be Snow White for Halloween. She was reeval by PT last week so we'll see what comes out of that. They D/C her in July but I did not aggree and wanted her looked at so that's that.

The baby we lost in June was going to be due around this time so of course that is on my mind. My mom just went to see Jersy Boys over the weekend and I remember when she got the tickets months and months ago she told me not to have the baby until after the show! Yep... make plans and God shits on them...

Since we lost the baby in June, I have been gettng back in shape and running a lot which is great! My Avon is doing pretty well. We are using all the money made from selling for this Adoption so if you want some Avon, get it from me!!!
(Shameless Plug)

Check out my Nina beautiful Nina (her pose) in her new boots (still size 7!!)
Love it! She's a handful!

The changing table

So we have been clearing out stuff and put out the old changing table at the curb tonight. Nina wanted it back in the garage. She said that we still needed it, that Georgia and Livia will sleep in it.
I had to explain that they are in heaven.We talk about them a lot, but sometimes she'll bring them up in the most sweetest, most innocent way...

First Day of Dance Class!

Nina did great at her first dance class. It's 15 min ballet and 15 min of tap! It's really cute...
They let the parents watch the first class so I could take many pics and videos.
I am glad they do not let us stay b/c towards the end of class she started to want me and cry. Poor thing!

When the kids all lined up and the music started playing, I had to choke back tears. My itty bitty baby was taking dance! It was an overwhelming experience!

Open for business! Foxy's Avon!!!

Guys, just wanted to let you all know that I started selling Avon! Yep! If you have not checked this stuff out in a while, I invite you to check out my online store!
Shipping is free for orders over 30 bucks. They have the cutest little kid stuff and awesome skin care and makeup. Love Love Love it!

www.youravon.com/judithfox

Can't wait to see you there!

Holy Moly!

Wow I did not think people even check this blog anymore! I just wanted to get all that stuff of my chest b/c I needed to "feel it" and typing it out helped that happen, if that makes sense, and then I saw the comments. You guys are so wonderful and caring! So Thanks.

What's the word...

So I wanted to tell you guys that once again we had some bad shit happen over here trying to build our family.
I found out I was pregnant in March and we were super excited. My first trimester screening came back 1/8 for Downs so I got an amino. When Doc did the scan before the amino he noticed bright spots on the heart. So went went to CHOP a couple days later for a fetal echo cardiogram. There we found out that our son had hypoplastic left heart syndrome. (The babe did not have downs by the way) In addition to that the right ventricle was leaking so the odds were not in his favor. So we made the decision/or the decision was the best for the baby and ended the pregnancy at 16 weeks. This was on June 11. You know I read all these blogs and hear people put their fate/faith in God and blah blah...I just do not get it anymore. But anyway that's a whole other post.

So at this point we are finished shaking our heads (how can this shit keep happening to us)and throwing up our arms(instead we held on tighter to Nina). I think after what happened last year, we can get through any fire walk.

We have opened our hearts and minds to domestic infant adoption. This is something we have talked about on and off through the years and we are going forward with this. We have hooked up with an agency and the paperwork is beginning to process!!