Before I gave birth to 24
weeker triplets, I never sought out blogs to read. What was a blog anyway? All my friends that had kids, did not blog about their kids. After I came home from the hospital and babies were in the
NICU I was constantly searching for info/stats/personal stories about preemies..I never heard of the term "micro preemie" until I had
three 1
pounders fighting to stay alive in the hospital.
I sat here and googled "
mircopreemies" and came up with one blog and from that site I found others. I found lots about kids born 23-26 weeks.. These parents were so proud of the small victories their babies were making. I wondered if parents of term infants threw a party when their baby would take a spoon full of food or sit up unassisted like these moms did. Maybe all parents did this, but not all blogged about it daily. It was so cool to read about other 24
weekers doing amazing normal baby stuff only months after being hooked up to vent.
I am now one of these moms. I celebrate every day with Nina. I blog about her life because she is amazing to me. Watching her eat a cheerio is a big deal to me. Seeing her
squeal with delight when her Dad walks in the room warms my heart. Being a 24 weeker is when Nina was born , but I do not want it to define the person she is becoming. My hope is a new preemie mom will stumble upon this blog and find a small piece of hope from Nina's story.
I always think of how it would be if Georgia and Livia were here, it would be a circus for sure, and it would be insanely different. We think of them often especially these days approaching their first birthday. I've said this before and I do believe with all my heart that those sweet babies are living on through Nina. I believe Nina is doing so well because of them. I do believe that. Through this year, I found that in order to make it, one must believe.

So as I reflect on this past year, I must thank all the preemie moms out there. Thanks for the support only you could provide. I celebrate all your small victories with your children and thank you for checking in on Nina.