For my 3 babies

I stumbled upon this poem yesterday...

Footprints

These are my footprints,
so perfect and so small.
These tiny footprints,
Never touched the ground at all.

Not one tiny footprint,
for now I have my wings.
These tiny footprints were meant,
for other things.

You will hear my tiny footprints,
in the patter of the rain.
Gentle drops like angel's tears,
of joy and not from pain.

You will see my tiny footprints,
in each butterflies' lazy dance.
I'll let you know I'm with you,
if you just give me a chance.

You will see my tiny footprints,
in the rustle of the leaves.
I will whisper names into the wind,
and call each one that grieves.

Most of all, these tiny footprints,
are found on mommy's heart.
'Cause even though I'm gone now,
we’ll NEVER truly part.

Author Unknown.

updates

Happy New Year!

We are doing OK over here. Nina was sick earlier in the month.
Another double ear infection plus a cold that found its way into her lungs. So it was Albuterol every 4 hours plus we are now proud users of Pulmicort. She is currently on it 2x a day and next week will get it once a day until May.
I suspect tubes for the ears are in her future.

Since Nina is turning 3 soon(can you believe it) we leaving EI and getting an IEP. (I hope I am saying that correctly)
Not sure what/if she will qualify for services. Currently she gets PT and OT once a month.

I am reading through the questions for the IU:
Does Nina attend preschool? YEP since April 09 she goes 3x a week from 8:30-4pm (the best thing we ever did for her)

Favorite activities: Painting...she loves watercolors. playing babydolls...having a catch with Daddy...looking through books...legos...

Next question is what is she good at? what an odd question to me... What's an almost 3 year old good at? I am 35 and still do not know what I am good at...
She is good at saying "No I no like that"...I will have to think on this question...

What else? Potty training has stalled once again. She is just not ready and we are not pushing it.
We have not put the bed together so still in the crib. We waiting on it since she was sick and did not want to change her place around.

She is still a sassy little girl is very talkative. She loves when I paint her nails but hates getting her hair brushed. She still will only let me put in barrettes. She refuses anything with ponytails which makes me sad. (haha)

Happy Holidays!

Very exciting stuff going on around here. We put out some reindeer food(oatmeal) out in the snow, baked cookies for Santa, and will be leaving carrots out for the baby reindeer.

Going to church after dinner with Great Grandmom. Hopefully Nina will behave and not shout out Baby Jesus?? Baby Jesus? Where Are You????!!!!

Merry Christmas to all and be sure count your blessings! We do everyday!

Time for a big girl bed

For over a month, Nina wants a brighter light on in addition to her nightlight. Says she wants to read...
Last night I told her that I would leave the hallway light on instead and crack her door-not good idea. She climbed out of her crib (for the first time ever) and was sitting on top of her bookcase crying about the light not being on.
Thank goodness I was still upstairs when I heard all the crying and went into her room to see what the deal was. Was a sight to see this little monkey on the bookcase.


So I guess it's time for a toddler bed.

Update

All is well in the Fox household. Playing Christmas music, getting Nina jazzed about Baby Jesus.
Learning Christmas songs, making crafts!

Nina continues to kick ass. Her speech and fine motor skills amaze us, it's just her gross motor that always falls short.

PT came today and we are working on standing from a kneel. So Nina has to put her hands on her ears for instance, so as not to use the ground to stand up.
She is working hard to walk up the steps using her legs and not crawling up.
We suspect her height of 34 inches is not helping the activity though...
She is also working on jumping, and lastly balancing...and sit ups and push ups..wind sprints(Ok just kidding with the last three)

PT comes once a month and tells me she is seeing much improvement with Nina month to month. I see the difference too.

Nina loves her babydolls and music. She is asking Santa for a piano, babydoll bed and new babydoll.

We have Elf on the Shelf and she is having a blast(as are we) with talking about Dicky the Elf and what he'll tell Santa about Nina's day and where he'll show up tomorrow.
It's a neat thing for us and I recommend it!

6 months

6 months ago...our future changed. Nina is at such an awesome, fun age. It would have been wonderful to see her with her 6 month old brother.

It's all just so sad.

our black kitty

All Nina wanted to be for Halloween was a black Abby cat. (our cat's name is Abby)
She is so cute I can't stand it! LOL!!